I really want Jeff/Britta. I want them getting into shenanigans at Jeff’s lawyer parties ten years from now. I want Britta saying ridiculous things and Jeff pretending he’s embarrassed but secretly enjoying the hell out of it. I want them to be the pretentious childless couple who sneer together…
We live in a society that glorifies sexual assault to a degree that when I was a teenager I asked myself whether something was wrong with me for not being groped in the streets. The pride with which my classmates spoke of how apparently every random male hit on them made me wonder whether I was just too ugly to be desired. Something is rotten when harassment becomes the means young girls are taught to determine their self-worth with.
holy shit a quote has never hit me so hard.
so to sum myself up in like a blog post ok here we go
I’m a chain smoking coffee hound who is probably half blood half caffeine
I believe red bull is best paired with dying dreams and vodka
Sometimes when I’m lonely I spoon my big fluffy white hippo
I am very lonely because between work and school I have no life
I work 40+ hours a week
I’m a full time student
When I drink I do one of three things: cry, puke, hump people (strangers or friends)
Sometimes I forget to eat which is bad
Sometimes I remember to eat but don’t because it’s 3am and I have this thing called sleep soon
I eat french fries 5 times a week because of work
I’m half human, half french frie, all adorable
im determined to quit smoking again
i need a smoke
but i left them all in ottawa
i could walk to macs
or i could cry
someone hold me
Monday: 9-7 work
Tuesday: 11-5 work, 530-830 class, drinking with sam and deanna
Wednesday: 11-3 work 400-830 class, cry
Thursday: Midterm 830-1130, work 11-4, class 530-830
Friday: work 11-2, class 230-4, sleep, get woken up for sandwiches by deanna
Saturday: Day off! Eat falafel with dan. cry.
Sunday: work 9am-930pm, no sleep, it’s 4:05am monday
40 hour work week. no skipped classes. all homework done. dead emilija.